For thousands of years, the Darkness has chosen its champions—granting power, feeding ambition, and demanding sacrifice to those it favored.
The Vampire Paul is not this champion.
He is, however, cunning and patient.
Ryet, cursed by his demonic transformation, is bound by blood to Syrsee, a witch whose very existence fuels his hunger and his torment. Each drop of her blood brings him closer to becoming the monster he fears, even as their connection grows intoxicatingly intimate. Is it love between them? Or just an addiction?
Paul, the creator, sees Ryet as his masterpiece, the key to his salvation—and his undoing. Driven by ambition and the promise of a legacy, Paul will stop at nothing to see his vision realized, even as it fractures the fragile bonds of love and loyalty he’s earned with Ryet.
But it is Josep, favored and chosen by the Darkness itself, who holds the true power. As he wields his gifts to shape the future, his arrogance blinds him to forces conspiring for control.
The Darkness always demands more—and the battle for eternity is only beginning.
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Vampires Do Not Sparkle
Uncontrollable Cravings
Enemies to Lovers
Power Imbalance
Road To Hell
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Ryet
The hunger burns, the feeding soothes. I hate this curse, I hate the world, and most of all, I hate myself. Because I am chained to the blood of the only thing I truly want—the little Black witch called Syrsee.
Syrsee
I thought it would be simple: feed the scion, survive his transformation, forge some kind of new life together. But each drop I give Ryet brings the Darkness closer. Each drop he takes drags the demon out.
Paul
For thousands of years, the Darkness ignored me. But that monster was never my god, and Josep was never my salvation. It is Ryet who will deliver me from evil.
Josep
I alone hold the power to create a vampire. Not Paul. There is but one, and it is me. I am the monster. I am the king—unrivaled and invincible.
Little Baby
I was a mistake. From the moment I was born, I was unwanted. Discarded. And then he found me. Evil itself wanted me. But if I am damned to eternal Hell, I’m taking someone down with me.
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I’ve been so absent in the world since the 12 Days of Giveaway, but I’ve got a good reason. Many, actually. My mom died a few days after Christmas and it was devastating. I feel like I lost her years ago because she had dementia, so it was about 7 years of slow decline, then a couple months of really scary stuff at the end.
We all knew it was coming, but it doesn’t help. I’m sure a lot of you can relate.
Then, in January, I lost Annie, my Belgian draft horse. And that was devastating too, on a lesser scale. But it was just a lot. Especially after losing my white shepherd, Luna, last summer.
None of this was a surprise. My mom was declining, Annie was declining, Luna was declining… but it didn’t make any of it easier. Not even the new puppy, Queenie, took the sing off Luna. Luna was there as my kids grew up into adults. She started out on one farm–back when I was just getting started as an author–and she was there for all of the amazing things that have happened to me over the past 10 years. I’ve had a lot of dogs in my life and in the years before we got Luna we lost a bunch of them. But it never felt like this.
So it’s been rough, and I’m a loner at heart, so that’s what I did. I kept to myself.
But with spring, comes a new beginning. My ranch is back on the market (has been for a month) and while there’s been no offers yet – it’s gotten an incredible amount of traffic for such a unique, high-priced piece of property–WHICH IS PRETTY GREAT, BUT ALSO VERY STRESSFUL. So I’m sure it’s gonna sell soon-ish. And then I’ll be off on a new adventure in the Ozarks. 🙂 My daughter and son-in-law plan on relocating too–so they will be close-ish. And probably my son will come relocate somewhere nearby-ish too, eventually.
So we’re all in the mood for a fresh start.
Anyway, that’s why I’ve been quiet. It was a sad, rough winter. But one thing I will say – I don’t ever stop writing. There are books coming out on the regular all through September, I think. Probably through December if I can keep writing through the sale of the ranch and the move.
So I’m back. Thanks for your patience. Hope you enjoy this VAMPIRE book. It’s… dark. So… yeah.
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Just struggling to exist at the moment due to health issues. You have been through so much. I hope the rest of this year is good for you 💗
Working, raising my kids and trying to keep it all together. Thank God for good books that allow me to escape reality for awhile!
My life is pretty boring, but I’m blessed. Workin and mommin . Taking care of my chickens and gathering lots of eggs every day, also getting ready for a big camping trip coming up next week. Oh and listening to lots and lots of audibles lol.
Getting ready for one daughter to graduate college and helping tge other get into national honor society
Lately been battling a severe case of norovirus. 3 round of infusions of fluids. Do not recommend 😕
Every time someone asks what I’ve been up to, I just seem to draw a blank. And then later, I think of stuff. In December, the hubby had a heart scare and ended up in the ER for 2 days. Since then he’s been going through the “system” of being sent to different doctors/specialists, but insurance is such a huge pain and it takes forever for anything to progress. So, major life change as far as food/diet and activities. My father in law died from congestive heart failure so I’m a little freaked out. Besides the life changes we’ve made, for me personally, I’ve stepped way back from being as present on social media. Honestly, no one’s probably even noticed! But the crap I see daily was just causing too much stress so I had to step back. I only visit a very few sites these days and I feel so much better!
I’ve been trying to read all of your books that are available on Kindle Unlimited. Getting there and then you add more! I will happily keep reading!
Nothing much trying to hit the gym more and reading.
I was in the hospital in December for diverticulitis and a perforated colon, I ended up with, hopefully a temporary Ostomy. I also had sepsis and am losing my hair. I’m hopeful this is also temporary. So I’m getting used to my new normal.
I have been trying to read all of your books available on Kindle Unlimited. Doing good so far, then you add more! I’ll happily keep reading!
You definitely have had your plate full with everything that’s happened. My world consists of discovering more of my autoimmune issues and my younger daughter’s that are appearing just as fast. Getting ready for her high school graduation. Getting my older daughter through her 3rd year of university. My husband suddenly lost his job a few weeks ago so navigating that with a new job role. It’s all a wild ride that I’m seeing where it takes me.
My dream home was finally finished and we moved in the beginning of February. But it’s a bitter sweet moment. I lost my mom too. I was expecting to celebrate with her. She passed on December 29th after 23 days in ICU. Worst holidays of my life for me and for my children and Christmas is our favorite holiday, it made things worse. So, I totally get it. Losing your pets is also like losing a family. It’s hard. I’m looking forward to all your books dark or not. They help me escape reality. Your writing is amazing. I know I’ll be lost in your worlds. Wishing you luck with your farm sale.
Lots and lots of reading (audiobooks)
My life is pretty boring to be honest. I am trying to get into new authors and genres though so that’s been fun.
First off, I am so sorry for your losses. 💔 Thinking of you and sending peaceful vibes. I have been getting ready for spring. Planning my veggie garden and serenity garden.
Trying to find bargains in the grocery stores.
Listening to the danger in the damage and quilting. It’s been nice this week in Boulder. Going for walks to enjoy the warmer weather.
I’m so heartbroken to hear of your spring ❤️🩹 my daughter graduates on my 40th birthday June 7th and it is due to be a busy year but this February we took her on a senior trip to India and it was incredibly eye opening! So much to see, eat and learn I hope she takes those memories with her as she moves to the other side of the country to become an NP with a goal yo provide care in 3rd world countries. Wishing you better days ahead!
Wow, you have been going through a lot and I understand keeping to yourself. I feel like I’ve been in a high speed chase since September 2024. I bought a house in September then sold the house I was living in a month later and you know with that you are super busy going to showings, packing, cleaning to get ready for showings, etc. with all of that we had to put our beautiful American Pocket Bully, Salem, to sleep. She was only 4 years old but had some weird illness that was affecting her head so it was so unexpected. Our holidays were very quiet and my two boys and husband and I just kept to ourselves this winter after all that. Now we are getting ready for spring and hoping for a lot of positivity and looking forward to new chapters in our lives. Feeling really good about it!!!
It’s been weird the last little while. Went no-contact with my mom, and after 50 was long overdue, but it still doesn’t feel good. Adult 2 kids are no easier than the 16 year old. When is life supposed to get easier to manage?
First off my deepest sympathies on your mom passing. Also with living Annie. I’ve been working and seeing grandchildren and helping my 99 yo dad stay at his home. Good luck with the sale and the move. This book was phenomenal.
What a difficult, stressful time Julie. So many tough, emotional events. I am sorry!
I have been trying to get my house ready to go on the market. It’s just over 2 years since my husband died, so it’s time. Lots of grandparents and a big stint looking after my youngest sister, so I am hoping I move my head on from looking after everyone else and try to see a time where I can regather myself. My grandchildren been a huge light.
I feel you. My mom went from healthy in December to gone the middle of March, so as fast as it was I am still processing. Books help. With the distraction comes a little peace. Moving on is hard. But necessary. Spring is happening now in the south so gardening is coming. Hope spring comes to your neck of the woods soon!
Loving the job I’m about to celebrate a year at. Found some lumps, both sides, biopsy says benign, but “high risk”. So surgery scheduled.
Parents moved to retirement community near us, about to transfer from “home” to apartment.
5 spunky grandkids from nearby son.
Daughter competing with Dutch shepherd, and his daughter.
Pretty amazing.
I just feel so badly for you. A mother, a horse, and a best friend disappeared from your life in a short amount of time. I’m happy that you are moving forward. Take care of yourself. Hopefully the roller coaster of life continues up.
The struggle is real. So 14 months ago my husband was diagnosed with cancer. On the 7th of this month he lost that battle. My world is completely upside-down. So I haven’t had a lot of me time. Spend my days working and taking care of are daughter. She’s scheduled to have knee surgery in a few weeks. She is 9 so that will be an adventure lol
I’ve been reading…a lot. Also fantasizing about retirement (which will happen next year) and getting to do what I want for more of my days! Looking forward to moving to where we’ll have some property and hoping our kids will settle close-ish to us. Love your plans, Julie!
Just went on a cruise for spring break & to celebrate my daughter’s & my husband’s birthdays. They are 2 days apart so it was a fun time!
Just had my daughter’s last swim lesson yesterday and tomorrow 8 houses on my street are participating in a street wide yard sale. So today, I should mow and get some items together to put out for tomorrow’s sale. Have also started a little garden, that helps me deal with stress.
I’m sorry for all the sadness, my friend. I lost my 17 yo chocolate lab, Maggie on Jan 2 and I still feel sick about it every day
I’ve been working a good bit (nurse) and really just staying home a lot – I prefer peace and quiet at this point in my life but I am excited for my neighborhood pool to open soon
Congratulations, again and hoping for a happier year
I love that you have such a positive attitude and outlook after suffering such great losses. I’m the youngest of seven and have experienced the passing of both parents and a sibling, long before my current 50 years of age. And, the loss of beloved animals is often just as difficult to endure. My condolences and best of luck with the sale of your farm! I’m a real estate appraiser and always enjoy unique assignments, especially when I get to love on farm animals when I’m inspecting! 🙂
I’ve been working and reading a lot.
I haven’t been doing much lately, I’m still looking for a job. I have been out of work since the pandemic as I couldn’t handle wearing a mask. I would go into panic attacks with my face covered, I just can’t handle my face being covered. So I’ve been doing the stay at home housewife. But now things and life have become to expensive. So I’m now looking to get back into the workforce. Otherwise life is good so not much else is happening. Thank you for the AMAZING books you write, I always love to sit down and enjoy reading anything and everything you write!!
I’ve been struggling . My cat Crookshanks died suddenly from sudden cardiac arrest in the kitchen in front of me. My mom, who is one of my caregivers, got covid and was diagnosed with COPD as a result. My sister who is my other caregiver was just diagnosed with eosinophilic asthma. They are both very short of breath and fatigued. My mortgage went up a couple hundred dollars a month. My credit score has dropped over 100 points because of my credit card debt. They found another lump in my breast so I have to have mammograms every 3 months now instead of 6 months. I’ve been doing this for 2 years but now they’ve bumped it up even more. The botox isn’t working for my migraines so we’re talking about getting infusions at the hospital. I’m worried about the climate with social services being discontinued because that’s how I survive. It’s not been good. It’s a daily struggle to get up out of bed. The past couple months have really been rough.
I’m really sorry for everything that you’re going through. Much more than what I have been. Losing your mom and your horse and your dog. There are no words. I’m just truly sorry, my friend.
I have been transitioning to home/online schooling my teenager while also helping provide childcare for my 18 month old nephew. Its been a stressful and a challenge but hopefully it will pay off in the end.
Wrapping you in a virtual hug (I’m not a hugger, but you do need a hug!) Ugh, I’m sorry for the devastating losses you’ve suffered, losing your mom is so hard, but so is the pain of losing your family pets.
I lost my oldest brother on Christmas Day 2022 and then my mom October 2023, my cat in April 2024. I still feel like I have this huge black cloud hovering over me so, I get why you needed to step back.
I literally just go to work and then stay home on my nights off, reading and chores, but I haven’t been present on social media, in a while.
Take care and all the time you need, for you, and whenever you need me to post reviews I’ll be there 💜🫂💜
Spinal decompression therapy. Standing by my 2 aunts in cancer treatments, supporting my buddy who has jumped back into theater. Ohand replacing my car that got totaled last month. You know just surviving.
We’re building a new home, so I’ve been packing up my library with care. Everyone makes fun of me and how much I treasure my books, but they simply don’t understand. Getting lost in a book allows me to escape and feel and breathe and be.
I’ve spent the past few months babysitting my neighbor and friend’s almost 3yr old son. That’s been the fun part, but the bad part has been trying to help my dad with his issues while he lives in Florida and we live in Missouri. His physical and mental health have greatly declined and he’s refusing to see a Dr. I just got a call last night that his friend, a local cop, tried to get him to go to the ER bc he is showing signs of congestive heart failure, but he refuses to go. I’m trying to get enough money to fly down to FL and help him. I just can’t stay there for very long, bc of responsibilities I have here at home. It’s been hard, frustrating, made me cry more than once, and confusing few months.
I’m so sorry that you’re party few months haven’t been good either. My heart goes out to you, more than you know. Xoxo I’m sending prayers your way, in hopes of helping you to heal. Xoxo
Honestly, haven’t been up to much. Working split shifts, since I’m acting caretaker of my elderly father. I’m home during the majority of his awake hours, working early mornings and late evenings. Let me tell you… what they say is true… they are just like kids. lol
Dealing with a boatload of anxiety as I am sadly sharinga house with a disgusting and psycho person. I don’t own a house so I am sharing. Looking for a new place. Hopefully everything will work out.
So I have taken a break from starting any new series books since August when I decided to go back to school. I will graduate in May 1 with my LPN and May 3rd my Assoc. Degree in Liberal Arts. I have been dealing with my Dad’s health decline from his Dilated Cardiomyopathy and making sure he gets to all his apts. And follows Dr orders. I’m the oldest of 4 and my mom has mental health issues that keep her from really understanding what’s going on, it’s hard being positive and knowing he is not going to get any better. As of this week he is in palative care now. I know we have talked about so many things and always bonded over our shared love of Sci-Fi and Fantasy books ( my dad have written and published three books based on adventure campaigns he has played in D&D since the 70s he is very proud of those books) I won’t have that outlet to call and say OMG dad you will not believe what just happened in ch. whatever.. ya know. That’s ok though I know his body is tired I know we had good memories and I’m at piece with it. But you know how knowing things and feeling them are in different releams sometimes. So other than the crazy busy hectic life I found out I’m going to be a grandma again this time we are getting a boy. First boy in our family in 22years.
I’ve lost some loved ones as well. My dad passed away 3 days after Christmas of 2023. My mom passed away in August 2024 after being in hospice care. She had Alzheimer’s so it was hard seeing her just lie in bed and deteriorate. I’m somewhat depressed over losing both parents. I still have step parents and am glad. Just isn’t the same. I just keep working and try to stay focused.
Just working and struggling payday to payday. It’s a very cray time in the US
Just found out I’m going to be a grandma!! Otherwise, not too much going on.
My Son wrecked his car (He’s fine 🙏🏼 the car not so much 😔) So he bought a new used car and we’ve been working on it for him
We got like 6” of snow in February which is unheard of here and it was amazing to see! The weather since has been pretty unusual but I chalk it up to cycling. Now with spring it’s fishing weather again, my stress management!! So sorry about your mom, Julie and yes we do understand! It’s a very hard thing to deal with!!
Working.
You’ve been through a lot. I hope you have some smooth water ahead.
I’ve been converting a spare bedroom into a library room. I can’t wait to see all of my books on my new shelves. We’ve also been getting things ready for spring and planning our summer travel. Michigan is having trouble inviting spring in.
Best of luck selling your ranch. ❤️
Trying to survive the craziness of Trump! Things are getting worse every day.
I’m old and I lost my job, which I needed because social security doesn’t really work. So I’ve been keeping to myself as well. We’re birthday twins so I guess it makes sense. I am so sorry for your losses and can’t express how much you had to go through. I lost my mom the month before I saw you in Boston in 2018 and I was a mess. She was my best friend and always had my back even through the hard times. So I understand why you haven’t been more social. Take care of yourself 💕
Working hard to exist through the current reality of our beleaguered country and the horror-show of changes coming down on us. As someone who survives on SSD and Medicaid, I’m very, very frightened. I’ve already had issues with my SSD.
Trying to clean property of my late grandma for the past 3 months and trying not to flip over whole political situation in area
I am not sure which way things will land with my 30 plus year relationship right now so I booked a solo cruise to Hawaii. It’s for 2027 but it is something fun and exciting to look forward to.
So sorry to hear what you’ve been going through
I had knee replacement surgery and have just been doing therapy – getting stronger every day
Take care of yourself
I’m a bookkeeper so I’ve been super busy with tax season
I really hope you have a better year
We just got a new roof put on last week so we are BROKE, lol. Other than that, looking forward to Spring Break – may take the kids to the zoo and lake. I’ve got a couple of pieces of furniture to finish refurbishing
Just the same old same old. Living the good life. Reading to relax and looking forward to SPRING!!!
Thanks and happy release day!
We sold our ranch last summer so with all that life has happened; here I am still unpacking and trying to get organized. We lost my mother-in-law right before Christmas so the holidays were off this year also. I’m really excited to get back into planting and gardening this spring.
We are finally making progress on the land next door for my dad to start building his forever home! We have been cutting trees and brush and all that jazz!
Sending you all the hugs❤ I haven’t been up to much lately besides the usual- taking care of my kids, working & surviving the winter.
It really hasn’t been much, just working and taking care of my mom, while just trying to remain positive despite the current administration. But I did just get my first ever passport, so here’s to new travels.
I’m so sorry for all your losses. It is so heartbreaking to lose family: humans or furry family. It’s been a wild couple of months. My youngest son flew to Alaska to work, myoldest just bought his first house and if finally moving all his junk out of my yard so I can sell my house. So, I’m packing, meeting with realtors, and trying to figure out how I’m going to move goats and dogs and cats into a newer, smaller place. Trying not to stress about it.
Omg sending you all the love and condolences 💐
I have been reading and binge watching tv shows
Moving soon! From city to more rural area. We’ve been building a house for the past year and we’re soooo close to being done!
I’m sorry for all the losses. I have dogs and horses playing with yours over the Rainbow Bridge. I’ll look forward to hearing more about the move.
For me I’m recovering from a broken ankle and anxious for spring so that I can get out in the flower beds.
Thank you for to opportunity to win such a great prize.
I’m so sorry for all your losses.
Nothing special.
Much love Julie!
Working, surviving and getting ready for spring.
I am a public accountant and this seems like the tax season from hell. People have been so rude this year. Working six and seven day weeks. April 15th cannot come soon enough and it’s only two weeks away. Looking forward to catching up with reading and long nature walks.
First of all, sorry for your losses..My mother just had heart surgery at 84..I’ve been spending a lot of time with my parents as I’m currently in between shows (work). I lost my Neena in 2020 and haven’t wanted another dog. But.. my new rescue Dozer had other plans. So yes I have a new dog and I absolutely love him. Other than that life is happening, one day at a time..and hey..I lost 40 pounds so ya me.
FYI..I LOVE this series so far.
My life has been pretty routine. Enjoying my 2-year old grandson. My husband is retired and does full-time daycare re, so he’s here almost every day and we love it!
Reading, reading and more reading.
Thank you for sharing yourself through writing and sharing your life through this post. I hope nee beginings bring you joy and happiness.
I’ve been working, hanging out with my cats and partner, and reading. I recently started a reading “journal” on Instagram to share my thoughts on my dark reads. Practically no traction but its for me more than anyone else. I’ve hit a reading slump after reading nonstop last year. I have over 10 books that I’ve started – and want to finish – but keep losing motivation. Then a new, interesting-sounding book comes along, like you posting blood lovers for free!!!!, and I stopped the book I was trying to finish to listen to this audio! I always love your narration choices and its perfect on this book. I’ve got about 2 hours left to listen and its kept me engaged. I recently started an entire leg tattoo based on my favorite song quote: “crying tears of gold like lemonade” from Lana Del Rey’s “Ultraviolence”. I’ve also been getting into yoga, which is much needed for my sore back.
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Taking care of my soon to be 7 year old granddaughter. Going with my hubby to his treatments. Working and when I can find some spare time I do some of my epoxy resin art.
The biggest thing I’ve had happen was a crap ton of unexpected work done on my house. I had just used my savings to pay down a loan, so I was screwed. I was also screwed because I’m living off social security and those savings are really hard to come by. I’ve taken out loans and am seriously crossing my fingers that I can keep up on the loans. So that’s been my world.
I’ve been dealing with a lot of health issues. I’ve had 2 recent hospital stays and scheduled for surgery next week.
Hii. To be honest nothing exciting. I’ve been trying to sort my health out and find some kind of balance with life to try to get a better quality of life. This weekend my daughter is here from uni for mother’s day and I can’t wait. Thank you so much
My husband and I have been trying to do repairs on our home, much needed, but finances are always an issue in how much one can do. Other than that, things seem to be quite (*knocking on wood*) and getting ready to get the garden ready for this summer.
I’ve just been working both of my jobs as a victim advocate at a domestic violence shelter for women and children and substitute teaching when I have time. I have also been trying to find more time to read and crochet.
Been learning how to sew & more focused on my kids.
Working and reading trying to keep up with all the new books that all my favorite authors have come out with
It’s been a rough school year this year. Teaching and being a momma to 5 kids at home all while trying to get my youngest son tested for autism. I have found a new addiction. Listening to audiobooks. Couldn’t do it without the actual words before but your narrator’s are amazing and intriguing. Best part of my day.
Today me and my 2 girls went to see my Grandad in his care home, now watching ‘Wicked’ lying on my bed.
I’m very sorry for the loss of your mom, your Annie, and your Luna. We all grieve in our own ways. I know for me the silence becomes to loud and then the noise become well fucking annoying. Audiobooks & a good story helps me to well get me back.
Spring feels like it’s time for a new beginning for me too. I feel like for me it’s going to be a time of contemplation of what I want to do with the rest of my life. I’m too young to be stuck in a career I feel unfulfilled with and so I am ready to start figuring out what I really want to do. That’s what I’ve been up to besides the normal every day living and surviving.
Sorry for all the loss you’ve had. As far as what I’ve been up to, just working & looking forward to seeing my youngest graduate from college in May.
I am so sorry for all that you have gone through over the last couple of years. I am wishing you all the best on your new adventure. Over the last two years, my husband has gone from being on short term disability to long-term disability, so he is no longer working. His has been a mental health issue, but now we are dealing with heart health, but I know that we will face that together, and he will be fine. In addition to that, I have been babysitting our grandchildren five days a week. Doesn’t leave me much time for reading, but I still read at least an hour before bed every night. My one escape from all the stress, it just takes me longer to finish a book this way.
Life has been lifey filled with all sorts of lifey things. But my 4 does gave birth to adorable kids and I’ve enjoyed loving all the goat babies.
I’m a seasonal tax validator. So I’ve been working 50-70 hour work weeks to get my companies clients taxes sent in. It’s a job I love and wish it was year round but also happy to get time off from working so much at my computer desk. Plus lol I’m a mom so doing that while working is a mad dash to crazy and sleep deprivation.
Well, I’ve been writing letters to our legislators because…well you know… I have been getting ready for spring! Loving retirement.
We’ve been trying so hard to save money. We’ve been working on food. After seeing how much we spend on groceries & eating out. We’ve budgeted ourselves & have been making lunch for work as well.
Still very ill. Doctor visits and bedrest. Trying my best to keep up with the house and kids. Other than that nothing new.
I have been reading a lot on my Kindle. Both of my parents have been in and out of the hospital. So I have been really busy with them
Trying to enjoy retirement by doing different things besides going to doctor appointments for my husband and myself. Loving my dogs and cats and garden
Nothing much. Just homeschooling, cleaning, sports, and reading as much as I can. Taking care of my kids & stuff because everyone was sick for the past 2 weeks or so. They are all better now so back normal. Thank you for the chance!! Hope you’ve had a great month.
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So sorry to hear about your recent losses. Hopefully things begin to brighten up for you.
My whole family has gotten sick with some kind of illness over the last few months. The little was even sick on his birthday, but that’s part of life I guess. Especially with elementary-aged kids. They bring home all kinds of gunk.
have been reading
have been reading
I have been trying to spend as much time with my granddaughter, she is almost 6 months old. It is hard since they live 2 hours away.
Trying to survive work when you have inconsiderate co-workers who don’t bother to show up for their shifts 🙁
Hello!
I am trying to figure things out for myself. I’ve had some major life changes personally & career wise the past 2 1/2 years so now I gotta figure out what I wanna be when I grow up…AGAIN!
Best of luck on the ranch sale.
Just before Xmas we lost my father in law and a couple days after I lost one of my favorite Aunts. In January we lost my Mother in law and February my Sister in law. I can relate, its been a tough few months. I have a Bridal Store that is also been struggling. Going forward I hope life gets a little easier.
I’ve been trying to get my health back, after being sick and losing 125 pounds. Found out that I had uncontrolled blood sugar, so the last 6 months, I’ve been trying to find new healthy foods that I can tolerate. I’m feeling a bit better. Even managed to gain a little weight. Diabetes sucks.
Just working, raising my two girls, and trying to get out of my parents house. I just finished Blood Lovers (finally) while working this week. My favorite way to disassociate with reality.
Trying to escape “real” life in the books I read, like the rest of the book dragons. Counting the days until I get to spend time with the grandbaby.💚
This year has gotten off to a bit of a rough start but just trying to get through it all and stay positive!
Omg super excited to start listening to my free audiobook! I’ve been doing school work all week, I’m in college to get my RN, and reading a lot!!!!
Weather has been bad and my mom’s been sick so I’ve been at her house a lot.
Helping my Husband prepare for Puerto Rico Comic Con. And as always reading!!